Step 1 - Day 1

Day 1 -

Today I woke up with a lot of anxiety. I am not the kind of person who likes to take medicine or anything that is not in the form of food. I was paranoid that I would have a reaction to one of the minerals or I would have severe diarrhea. That sounds gross, but I heard some nasty stories. Moving off the shit subject... LOL

So, my first dose... how gross!!! I felt like I put a big straw in the swimming pool and started sipping away. Luckily it was only a 4ml dose. I felt fine, but 45 minutes later I had severe cramps. It felt like I had to shit, but I really didn't have to. It only lasted for 5 minutes and then I was fine. Also, all day I noticed that I had a slight headache. It could be due to the lack of sleep, but I am not 100% sure. I will monitor the headaches to see if it was a coincidence or not. I ate a Nutri Grain bar and a bowl of fruit before taking my first dose. I later had a Grande Starbucks coffee, some Martinelli's apple juice, and several bottles of water. No issues...

My second and third doses were taken after a meal. There were no issues to report. No cramps either. I did notice a new bump on my head. I am going to make myself breakout stressing over breaking out... how does that sound? LOL Breathe, Breathe... relax!!! I do want to mention that after my second dose my sex drive sky rocketed. I already have a high sex drive, so I pray these minerals are not going to increase what already seems to be a problem. I will leave it at that...

I have read all of the negativity in the hub (http://hubpages.com/hub/Herpes_Cure) and decided to give this a shot regardless of what others say about it being a scam. Today was my first day using Resolve and I am already anxious for the treatment to be over with. I have started dating again and think maybe I am not ready yet. I cut my ties with the other girls when I first found out about my "Toxic" disease, and lately have found myself eager to date again. The bad thing is that women throw themselves at me and I am scared I may get tempted. Last night I had diner with someone and she wanted more than a kiss. I had to stop her, which was really difficult for me. I am praying this stuff works because I am only on day 1 and the temptation is making me go insane. As I stated earlier, my sex drive sky rocketed after my second dose. This is really bad... LOL I felt like a 16 year old boy locked in a room with a bunch of sexy chics. HAHA Let's see if this continues... maybe it is just a coincidence. Pray with me... (giggling)