I have taken my second dose for today and there is nothing new to report. I still have that throw up feeling, but I continue to mask it by drinking a lot of water.
My Gyno called me back and said that my HSV2 test results showed me at a 1.70, which seems low compared to other numbers people have posted in the Hub. I asked her to mail me a copy so that when I test NEGATIVE in January (I am trying to be positive) I have proof of my numbers before Resolve and after. Remember, in order to test negative for HSV, you will need a <.90. I am eager to see if my numbers drop after using Resolve.
If there is anyone out there who would like to use me as research, I will be more than happy to take a blood test after each Step. I would love to see what the numbers show as I continue to take Resolve... of course you will be paying for the blood tests. LOL
Monday, December 8, 2008
Step 1 Day 6 - Dose 1
My remaining doses yesterday were fine... no new issues to report.
Today I have increased my dosage to 7ml. I was a little worried about increasing my dose because I am only 112 lbs, and I wasn't sure how it would affect my body. I am surprised that the dosage doesn't correspond to body weight. A person 300 lb person takes the same dosage as me. HMMMMM
Anyway, so far I am OK. My mouth feels a little watery, and it is beginning to bother me. It feels kind of like that feeling you get right before you are going to throw up, yet it has lasted for several hours now. I am going to lunch now, so we will see if eating lunch helps. I have not heard anyone else complain of this symptom, so maybe it is just me.
I was expecting today's dose to increase the flow from my waterfall (my nose), and thus far it has not. I hope my runny nose symptom is gone. However, I would rather that than back pains or serious facial breakouts that I have heard others have had.
I have called my Gyno today and requested a copy of my Positive test results. I would like to have my exact numbers so that when I test on January 21st, the day after I complete my treatment, I can see if my numbers dropped at all. I am not expecting to test Negative because I have not waited the full 90 days, but I think that my numbers should drop, and if they do then I know something positive is going on in my body. Also, remember that my numbers were low since I only had HSV2 for 2-3 months, so who knows I may be Negative before my 90 day mark. I will post my numbers when my Gyno calls me back.
Off to lunch to try and eliminate this throw-up feeling.... Oh let me not forget, my Cyclops bump in the center of my forehead is disolving. I hope I didn't jinx it!!!
Today I have increased my dosage to 7ml. I was a little worried about increasing my dose because I am only 112 lbs, and I wasn't sure how it would affect my body. I am surprised that the dosage doesn't correspond to body weight. A person 300 lb person takes the same dosage as me. HMMMMM
Anyway, so far I am OK. My mouth feels a little watery, and it is beginning to bother me. It feels kind of like that feeling you get right before you are going to throw up, yet it has lasted for several hours now. I am going to lunch now, so we will see if eating lunch helps. I have not heard anyone else complain of this symptom, so maybe it is just me.
I was expecting today's dose to increase the flow from my waterfall (my nose), and thus far it has not. I hope my runny nose symptom is gone. However, I would rather that than back pains or serious facial breakouts that I have heard others have had.
I have called my Gyno today and requested a copy of my Positive test results. I would like to have my exact numbers so that when I test on January 21st, the day after I complete my treatment, I can see if my numbers dropped at all. I am not expecting to test Negative because I have not waited the full 90 days, but I think that my numbers should drop, and if they do then I know something positive is going on in my body. Also, remember that my numbers were low since I only had HSV2 for 2-3 months, so who knows I may be Negative before my 90 day mark. I will post my numbers when my Gyno calls me back.
Off to lunch to try and eliminate this throw-up feeling.... Oh let me not forget, my Cyclops bump in the center of my forehead is disolving. I hope I didn't jinx it!!!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Step 1 Day 5 - Dose 1
I did not get a chance to post for my other doses yesterday. I had no issues, other than what I have mentioned before. I went out to the club last night and had 6 beers, and had no weird symptoms from the alcohol. My nose did not run while I was there either, so that was a plus.
This morning I woke up and felt like shit. I believe it is just a hangover, and not related to the minerals. People were smoking in the club last night, and I am not a smoker, so when I woke up this morning, my nose was burning. I went from the waterfall nose to the dry burning nose. I think the waterfall may be more welcoming for me than how I feel right now. I am hoping that when I take my next dose it will add some moisture.
My sex drive was fine yesterday after the second dose. Thus far it seems like it is every other day... or maybe it is all in my head. LOL I will continue to monitor that.
Last night after I showered and was getting ready to go out, I noticed some bumps in different places on my body. I am assuming it is from Resolve, because I do not breakout like that. My face is still breaking out. I have one right in the middle of my freaking forehead. I look like the damn Cyclops. ERRRRRRRRR It is not Halloween dammit! Also, I noticed a big bump on the back of my head. I was washing my hair last night and felt it. Luckily my hair is long so no one will see it. I just have to be careful not to brush my hair to hard. OWTCHHH
I have been feeling a little tingly down below since using Resolve, but it is minor so I have not really said much about it. This is common while taking Resolve.
So I said in a previous post that I have been dating again. I have a slight problem... I have given every excuse in the world why I won't sleep with this girl. It has been working, and also it helps that she lives a little far from me. My problem is that next weekend she will be around where I live all weekend and she keeps saying how excited she is and that she wants to stay at my place. I am just dating her, along with some other girls, so we are not at a serious point where I would tell her about my HSV. I will only tell someone who I can see as a potential committed partner, and I do not see her as that. I just want to play the field until Ms. Right comes along. I guess I need to start thinking about how I want to handle this, because I would never allow anything to happen unless I know I am clean. If Resolve does work, I should be done on January 20th. I am going to test right away and compare the numbers. Whether I test positive or negative, I only had HSV for like 2 months, so I should see a drop in numbers. I will then take another test, unless I test Negative, on my 90 day mark.
Well, I am off to the bar to watch my football team win today.
Another shot down... yukkkkk!!!
This morning I woke up and felt like shit. I believe it is just a hangover, and not related to the minerals. People were smoking in the club last night, and I am not a smoker, so when I woke up this morning, my nose was burning. I went from the waterfall nose to the dry burning nose. I think the waterfall may be more welcoming for me than how I feel right now. I am hoping that when I take my next dose it will add some moisture.
My sex drive was fine yesterday after the second dose. Thus far it seems like it is every other day... or maybe it is all in my head. LOL I will continue to monitor that.
Last night after I showered and was getting ready to go out, I noticed some bumps in different places on my body. I am assuming it is from Resolve, because I do not breakout like that. My face is still breaking out. I have one right in the middle of my freaking forehead. I look like the damn Cyclops. ERRRRRRRRR It is not Halloween dammit! Also, I noticed a big bump on the back of my head. I was washing my hair last night and felt it. Luckily my hair is long so no one will see it. I just have to be careful not to brush my hair to hard. OWTCHHH
I have been feeling a little tingly down below since using Resolve, but it is minor so I have not really said much about it. This is common while taking Resolve.
So I said in a previous post that I have been dating again. I have a slight problem... I have given every excuse in the world why I won't sleep with this girl. It has been working, and also it helps that she lives a little far from me. My problem is that next weekend she will be around where I live all weekend and she keeps saying how excited she is and that she wants to stay at my place. I am just dating her, along with some other girls, so we are not at a serious point where I would tell her about my HSV. I will only tell someone who I can see as a potential committed partner, and I do not see her as that. I just want to play the field until Ms. Right comes along. I guess I need to start thinking about how I want to handle this, because I would never allow anything to happen unless I know I am clean. If Resolve does work, I should be done on January 20th. I am going to test right away and compare the numbers. Whether I test positive or negative, I only had HSV for like 2 months, so I should see a drop in numbers. I will then take another test, unless I test Negative, on my 90 day mark.
Well, I am off to the bar to watch my football team win today.
Another shot down... yukkkkk!!!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Step 1 Day 4 - Dose 1
This morning I woke up in such a great mood. Besides the runny nose and the bumps on my face, I really like the way I feel on Resolve (SO FAR THAT IS). I feel energized, and I have been sleeping really well.
This morning I took my normal shot after I ate a Nutri Grain bar. I followed up with a Grande Starbucks Pike Place blend coffee, of course with extra cream and extra sugar. =)
My nose continues to flow like a river. I am going to the club tonight so I hope that I am not dancing with someone and it starts to flow. LOL How attractive!!!
My face is still breaking out, but it is manageable. I pray it doesn't get any worse. Majority of the bumps are on my forehead, so I will continue to wear my beanie hat. Thank goodness it is winter time! Could you imagine me wearing a beanie hat in the summer. LOL People will think... why the hell is she wearing that hot ass hat in the summer. (giggle)
I read yesterday that Nevada tested NEGATIVE for HSV, after completing the Resolve treatment. I really hope that Nevada is legit and is not someone who works for Resolve in an attempt to get our hopes up. If you would like to see his test results go to this link http://tstd.org/v02/show_results.php and enter Nevada's pin# 564197-8731054.
On Monday Ava will get her test results back. If she tests Negative, we know that Resolve is the real deal. I am so anxious, but I am nervous that these people are not real.
Since finding out about my HSV, I have a hard time trusting anyone. I thought I knew this woman, after 10 years who would think otherwise. I guess I was wrong... look at what she did to me. I would never have imagined "me" getting HSV, especially from her.
I was the star athlete; the funny class clown with a lot of friends. The clean, germ-a-phob who cares a great deal about her appearance. The girl who dresses really cool, and should consider starting her own clothing label. The one who has girls throwing themselves at her, and mainly just eager to be around her. I am not being conceited, I am just being real here.
I guess this is a wakeup call me for. It can happen to anyone. I talk a lot about how bad I want to have sex, and how tempted I am, but in reality I have learned my lesson.
If Resolve cures me, I will start requiring STD test results before sleeping with anyone. HAHA OK, maybe I am exaggerating a little, but what else is one to do these days? Could you imagine being in the heat of the moment and saying... ummm can I see your papers. LOL She will look at me like WTF are you talking about. (giggling)
OK, I am being silly again, but I need to figure out a plan because if Resolve cures me, I do not want to be in a situation like this again.
In order to cope with this virus, I laugh about it and joke around, but truly it is destroying me inside. However, I am not going to let HSV win. I started dating again, despite not being able to have sex. Another way that I cope with HSV is by shopping. LOL When I get sad I go to the mall and buy new clothes. At least I look good on the outside, since the inside is diseased! OK, I feel sad now... off to the mall. =)
Blowing my runny nose as I publish this post...
This morning I took my normal shot after I ate a Nutri Grain bar. I followed up with a Grande Starbucks Pike Place blend coffee, of course with extra cream and extra sugar. =)
My nose continues to flow like a river. I am going to the club tonight so I hope that I am not dancing with someone and it starts to flow. LOL How attractive!!!
My face is still breaking out, but it is manageable. I pray it doesn't get any worse. Majority of the bumps are on my forehead, so I will continue to wear my beanie hat. Thank goodness it is winter time! Could you imagine me wearing a beanie hat in the summer. LOL People will think... why the hell is she wearing that hot ass hat in the summer. (giggle)
I read yesterday that Nevada tested NEGATIVE for HSV, after completing the Resolve treatment. I really hope that Nevada is legit and is not someone who works for Resolve in an attempt to get our hopes up. If you would like to see his test results go to this link http://tstd.org/v02/show_results.php and enter Nevada's pin# 564197-8731054.
On Monday Ava will get her test results back. If she tests Negative, we know that Resolve is the real deal. I am so anxious, but I am nervous that these people are not real.
Since finding out about my HSV, I have a hard time trusting anyone. I thought I knew this woman, after 10 years who would think otherwise. I guess I was wrong... look at what she did to me. I would never have imagined "me" getting HSV, especially from her.
I was the star athlete; the funny class clown with a lot of friends. The clean, germ-a-phob who cares a great deal about her appearance. The girl who dresses really cool, and should consider starting her own clothing label. The one who has girls throwing themselves at her, and mainly just eager to be around her. I am not being conceited, I am just being real here.
I guess this is a wakeup call me for. It can happen to anyone. I talk a lot about how bad I want to have sex, and how tempted I am, but in reality I have learned my lesson.
If Resolve cures me, I will start requiring STD test results before sleeping with anyone. HAHA OK, maybe I am exaggerating a little, but what else is one to do these days? Could you imagine being in the heat of the moment and saying... ummm can I see your papers. LOL She will look at me like WTF are you talking about. (giggling)
OK, I am being silly again, but I need to figure out a plan because if Resolve cures me, I do not want to be in a situation like this again.
In order to cope with this virus, I laugh about it and joke around, but truly it is destroying me inside. However, I am not going to let HSV win. I started dating again, despite not being able to have sex. Another way that I cope with HSV is by shopping. LOL When I get sad I go to the mall and buy new clothes. At least I look good on the outside, since the inside is diseased! OK, I feel sad now... off to the mall. =)
Blowing my runny nose as I publish this post...
Friday, December 5, 2008
Step 1 Day 3
I had no major issues today. My nose will not stop running... errrr I think I am going to strap a sheet to my nostrils. LOL
My sex drive sky rocketed after the second dose again. I am not sure what the difference with the first and second dose is, but this is not good.
No headaches or backaches or anything to report.
It is Friday, so I will make this short. I will post again tomorrow... party time tomorrow!!! Woohooooo
Another day down... off to blow my nose again.
My sex drive sky rocketed after the second dose again. I am not sure what the difference with the first and second dose is, but this is not good.
No headaches or backaches or anything to report.
It is Friday, so I will make this short. I will post again tomorrow... party time tomorrow!!! Woohooooo
Another day down... off to blow my nose again.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Step 1 - Day 2
Today was a great day for me. I had no cramps today, and my sex drive seemed like it was back to normal. =)
The only symptoms thus far is my runny nose, which I forgot to mention yesterday. I went and bought some Puffs with lotion so my nose doesn't get raw. I mean gesh, every 5 minutes I am blowing my nose. My throat is scratchy, which is not so bad because every time a girl calls me she likes it. HAHA OK, I will behave today.
Let's see... any other symptoms? Ummmm Oh yeah, I have a few red spots on my face, and I am really worried about that. Please do not let my face break out. The red spots are on my forehead so I wore my knit beanie hat all day. Good way to hide that... (evil laugh)
I did notice that I seem really run down today. It is rainy here so maybe it is the weather. I will keep an eye on that. Not that I can do anything about it, but I guess I will keep an eye on it.
I also noticed that I use the bathroom more than I usually do. I have no issues in that department, so I hope that doesn't continue to increase. That is all I need, issues with my ass!!! LOL
Other than that... I had a great day today. Like the band "Flyleaf" says... "I'm Alive!"
Day two down... damn, I do not even want to count. Off to blow my nose again... how attractive!
The only symptoms thus far is my runny nose, which I forgot to mention yesterday. I went and bought some Puffs with lotion so my nose doesn't get raw. I mean gesh, every 5 minutes I am blowing my nose. My throat is scratchy, which is not so bad because every time a girl calls me she likes it. HAHA OK, I will behave today.
Let's see... any other symptoms? Ummmm Oh yeah, I have a few red spots on my face, and I am really worried about that. Please do not let my face break out. The red spots are on my forehead so I wore my knit beanie hat all day. Good way to hide that... (evil laugh)
I did notice that I seem really run down today. It is rainy here so maybe it is the weather. I will keep an eye on that. Not that I can do anything about it, but I guess I will keep an eye on it.
I also noticed that I use the bathroom more than I usually do. I have no issues in that department, so I hope that doesn't continue to increase. That is all I need, issues with my ass!!! LOL
Other than that... I had a great day today. Like the band "Flyleaf" says... "I'm Alive!"
Day two down... damn, I do not even want to count. Off to blow my nose again... how attractive!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Step 1 - Day 1
Day 1 -
Today I woke up with a lot of anxiety. I am not the kind of person who likes to take medicine or anything that is not in the form of food. I was paranoid that I would have a reaction to one of the minerals or I would have severe diarrhea. That sounds gross, but I heard some nasty stories. Moving off the shit subject... LOL
So, my first dose... how gross!!! I felt like I put a big straw in the swimming pool and started sipping away. Luckily it was only a 4ml dose. I felt fine, but 45 minutes later I had severe cramps. It felt like I had to shit, but I really didn't have to. It only lasted for 5 minutes and then I was fine. Also, all day I noticed that I had a slight headache. It could be due to the lack of sleep, but I am not 100% sure. I will monitor the headaches to see if it was a coincidence or not. I ate a Nutri Grain bar and a bowl of fruit before taking my first dose. I later had a Grande Starbucks coffee, some Martinelli's apple juice, and several bottles of water. No issues...
My second and third doses were taken after a meal. There were no issues to report. No cramps either. I did notice a new bump on my head. I am going to make myself breakout stressing over breaking out... how does that sound? LOL Breathe, Breathe... relax!!! I do want to mention that after my second dose my sex drive sky rocketed. I already have a high sex drive, so I pray these minerals are not going to increase what already seems to be a problem. I will leave it at that...
I have read all of the negativity in the hub (http://hubpages.com/hub/Herpes_Cure) and decided to give this a shot regardless of what others say about it being a scam. Today was my first day using Resolve and I am already anxious for the treatment to be over with. I have started dating again and think maybe I am not ready yet. I cut my ties with the other girls when I first found out about my "Toxic" disease, and lately have found myself eager to date again. The bad thing is that women throw themselves at me and I am scared I may get tempted. Last night I had diner with someone and she wanted more than a kiss. I had to stop her, which was really difficult for me. I am praying this stuff works because I am only on day 1 and the temptation is making me go insane. As I stated earlier, my sex drive sky rocketed after my second dose. This is really bad... LOL I felt like a 16 year old boy locked in a room with a bunch of sexy chics. HAHA Let's see if this continues... maybe it is just a coincidence. Pray with me... (giggling)
Today I woke up with a lot of anxiety. I am not the kind of person who likes to take medicine or anything that is not in the form of food. I was paranoid that I would have a reaction to one of the minerals or I would have severe diarrhea. That sounds gross, but I heard some nasty stories. Moving off the shit subject... LOL
So, my first dose... how gross!!! I felt like I put a big straw in the swimming pool and started sipping away. Luckily it was only a 4ml dose. I felt fine, but 45 minutes later I had severe cramps. It felt like I had to shit, but I really didn't have to. It only lasted for 5 minutes and then I was fine. Also, all day I noticed that I had a slight headache. It could be due to the lack of sleep, but I am not 100% sure. I will monitor the headaches to see if it was a coincidence or not. I ate a Nutri Grain bar and a bowl of fruit before taking my first dose. I later had a Grande Starbucks coffee, some Martinelli's apple juice, and several bottles of water. No issues...
My second and third doses were taken after a meal. There were no issues to report. No cramps either. I did notice a new bump on my head. I am going to make myself breakout stressing over breaking out... how does that sound? LOL Breathe, Breathe... relax!!! I do want to mention that after my second dose my sex drive sky rocketed. I already have a high sex drive, so I pray these minerals are not going to increase what already seems to be a problem. I will leave it at that...
I have read all of the negativity in the hub (http://hubpages.com/hub/Herpes_Cure) and decided to give this a shot regardless of what others say about it being a scam. Today was my first day using Resolve and I am already anxious for the treatment to be over with. I have started dating again and think maybe I am not ready yet. I cut my ties with the other girls when I first found out about my "Toxic" disease, and lately have found myself eager to date again. The bad thing is that women throw themselves at me and I am scared I may get tempted. Last night I had diner with someone and she wanted more than a kiss. I had to stop her, which was really difficult for me. I am praying this stuff works because I am only on day 1 and the temptation is making me go insane. As I stated earlier, my sex drive sky rocketed after my second dose. This is really bad... LOL I felt like a 16 year old boy locked in a room with a bunch of sexy chics. HAHA Let's see if this continues... maybe it is just a coincidence. Pray with me... (giggling)
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